Pay It Now.

It doesn't seem to matter to the divine how experienced or seemingly practiced and mature a person is on the outside within their awakening. There are still areas where work needs to be done. Some people will reach a certain point of development within and think that they are above the rest or they are more mature and therefore more deserving of recognition or authority of divine grace. Basically a position of ego aggrandizement.

That position could not be further from the truth.

I have many former students, former friends, former close partners that have read my writings and that have been very very positively affected and influenced by them only to turn around by virtue of a shadow whispered into their ear and there they go, off into the distance, spewing insult and judgment.

How affected are you by the fears and judgments of others? When we come into the Kundalini we come to areas of detoxification and purification that are astounding in their breath and the depth of their relationship to our soul and our spiritual history. How fragile is an awakening that lands upon a certain plateau of grace only to be destroyed by an exterior challenge that initiates fear or another kind of imbalance into their system.

How fragile is the equation of the early activating individual when they have indeed experienced bliss and yet they become so focused upon that phenomena that they forget how important levels of forgiveness, truth, honesty, unconditional love, and service are to the equation.

Our society is run on the ego. Our culture, our life expressions, our social lives our politics, our military, our schools, our religions, our likes, and dislikes are all run on the ego. That is the challenge my friends. That challenge is to be within a world of ego and yet not be of the ego. To be within a culture and a society that expands the judgment and the detriment of social stigma at the sacrifice of truth and honesty and clarity and tolerance. Where do you stand in this equation? How are you coming into balance with these areas of constant 24 seven ego infatuation? Can you find your balance in this ocean and this river of self aggrandizement at the expense of others?

I give to you from the clarity of the Kundalini within me. I give to you freely without charge that you may simply read and apply. In some circles of thought, people feel and believe that if you don't pay for something then it's not worth anything. That if you don't have to reach into your wallet and pull out hundreds or thousands of dollars then the teachings aren't worth while to you. Is that what you believe? If so I invite you to try to apply what the writings that come through me suggest for you to apply. Apply them and see how easy it is to work these practices into your daily life. This is the payment. This is where you reach into your ego and your Kundalini and you pay with behavior moderation's. You change the way you live your life. Open the wallet of your life and pay with self correction. - chrism